Thursday, August 30, 2007

Sad

I’m feeling sad today. Don’t know why, just am. I guess it is to be expected. I have two three day weekends coming up and I have no plans. All my friends are out of town this weekend. I’ve been meeting new friends but they have busy lives. So it’s me and the cats.

I broke down I hired a cleaning service. Carol would be very disappointed in me. It’s only once or twice a week. I’ll see how it goes.

Sorry for the short post.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Hi Kelly,

There's nothing wrong with having a cleaning service come in to help you out. I have a cleaning lady come once a month myself, and she is a big help to me. She takes care of all the heavy cleaning I no longer seem to get around to. Just make sure she doesn't let the kitties out.

Cousin Merle

Anonymous said...

Hey Kelly,
I'm with Cousin Merle. I have had someone come in and clean every other Wednesday for a couple of years now. People have different priorities and interests and time commitments. I have a very busy life that, as you know, involves being of service to many, many people. I choose, and passionately I might add, to continue that part of my life because it brings me great pride and joy... and peace. Maria is very good at what she does around here... way better than I'll ever be... and that's the truth. I'm very much okay with it all and not ashamed whatsoever. You're not Carol. You don't have to be. We all know how much you loved her and are honoring her with your struggle through the grief. This is just another one of those, "Give yourself a break" kind of things. The end.
Love ya,
Cambria