...happy birthday?

I wasn’t going to say anything and let the day go buy quietly without any fan fair. But Carol loved my birthday. She always made a big deal out of it. She knew I didn’t care and loved that in annoyed the hell out of me. It would give her the giggles. Today is also 5 months since she died. I’m at work. So far so good. I’m a bit shaky but that is to be expected. I don’t feel like I’m floundering in an open ocean with no land in sight. Just sad.

I’m looking forward to Vegas. I want to relax Saturday by the pool, read a book, maybe get a massage (the real kind). Friday I’ll walk around a bit. Listen to some music. Saturday night is where I’ll get down to some serious gambling. I like to play craps so I expect to be spending some time at the table. I’m thinking of pay some Texas Hold’m newbie tax. Meaning, I don’t know what the hell I’m doing but want to try and play because I love to watch it on TV. Because I don’t know what I’m doing, I’m sure I’m going to not do well. But I just have to give it a shot. It’s Vegas right?

I have another post I’m going to make today so check back in at the end of the day.

For all the people out there that have sent prayers my way, I thank you from the bottom of my heart. It might have made a difference…