Monday, December 24, 2007

xmas eve

Tiers are running down my face as I write this. I have tried so hard to gut through this. To move on with life they way Carol would want. To go to the Family xmas eve party that they have every year. I know everyone wants to see me and hear what I have been doing.

But it hurts so bad...

I'm so sorry if I can't make it. I will try.

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