One Step Back

I traveled back from Alabama yesterday. I worked in the morning and got on a plane in the afternoon to come home. For the most part, the day went fine. Seems that the same day it was Valentines day was also the 11 month day of Carol's death.

I got home and my roommate was not home. Unpacked and got ready for bed because I had to get up early to go into work. The cats where happy to see me. I turned off the lights, got into bed and it hit me.

Pain.

I cried myself to sleep.

Two steps forward, one step back...