New Things to Look At

Hi everyone! I was looking around and noticed some new cool features for blogger. I found that someone is a "Follower" of my blog. I was able to look around and found a widget that will let people follow my blog when I add something new to it. So I added it and will try it out for awhile. Let me know what you think.

What's been up with me? A lot. I wish I could blog about it but I can't. I try and think of ways to write and share but I can't. I can say I'm living life as much as I can. I almost got hit and killed in an intersection the other day. I didn't have my cell phone and it made me think about dying and who would know I was in a hospital dying. How long would it take for them to contact someone and who would they contact?

I have a roommate again. Did I share that yet? I don't think so. This time I went with a Female instead of a male. I know the pervs out there are rolling their eyes and crossing their arms and giving me that dirty look. But it's not like that. I actually feel very comfortable with a woman as a roommate. I guess because I lived with a woman for over 10 years that I feel better around a woman than a man.

Last night I had another dream about Carol. I have been having a lot of them lately.

That's all for now....

Kel

A Favor for My Five

I have a favor to ask all five of you who read my blog. Some of you might remember Carol was active in CFRI and other activities for Cystic Fibrosis. Someone has asked that I put up a request for friends of Carols to help them out. The primary purpose of my blog is to help me heal from the tragic death and loss of my wife, lover and best friend. I don't want to confuse people with trying to inject other content. Is this a personal story blog or a support for CF?

I will make an exception here. All that is being requested of me is to ask all Five of you to take some time and read a few stories and vote. No requests for money or volunteer time except the time you donate to read the stories.

Please follow this link if you wish to help out. www.solvaycaresscholarship.com

Kel

Single Again

On Monday I had to step up and make the call to someone whom I've been dating to tell her I think it best if we don't see each other as a couple. For privacy reasons I won't go into details. We are still friends and harbor no ill feelings. Sometimes two people know when it's the end of page in a chapter. There is nothing wrong with ending it and turning the page to start a new one.

I don't know why I continue to get into relationships when I know, for now, I'm happy being single. I travel a lot and plan to travel more next year. This puts a burden on two people who are starting out in a relationship. I'm not ready to do the work I need to do to make it successful. Sound selfish and cruel? I hope not.

Kel